Lately, I have been looking for the right words... the strength... the time... to be able to put into writing the quite busy and trouble-laden weeks that has been plaguing me. First, I am having quite a difficult pregnancy and although I have been advised by my OB to take a leave of absence from my work, I just can't. Short of someone offering us financial assistance, hubby and I just can't afford a month or so of me not having any form of income at all. We are barely able to save up for my forthcoming delivery from both our monthly income as it is that I just can't imagine how we can survive if go on leave now. So that's that... I can't complain about having work because it's a blessing that both hubby and I have jobs when others don't, I just pray everything's going to be alright with baby #2. See the thing is I have a low-lying placenta and... well to make the long explanation short, it is causing me pain and I have to take meds and all that... and hopefully my condition will improve soon! And then, just when I am having difficulty moving around like I did before, Adam got sick, and was cranky and wanted to be carried all the time. Of course, I can't carry him for more that a minute or so, so I had to ask my hubby and sister to do it for me but Adam wouldn't have it that way so he got even more cranky and short of just breaking down and crying with him, I had to be more creative in keeping him entertained while he was still feeling sick. Oh, and of course between me and Adam having to take meds, it only means even more expenses... *sigh* even writing about it makes me exhausted... I just pray these troubles go away soon!
